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I have been keeping myself awake at night,

listening to the way my heart beats

trying to keep count

trying to understand the change of rhythm

thinking about my last 4 months in Korea

changing the landscape

changing continents

working on a zoo

speaking spanish

passion

glaciers

the patagonia

trying to contain all the wonder

and trying to understand the way my heart beats

then for a second

i think

what if it stops

what if i don’t make it to argentina

all this preparation

all this time

what if the building in which i sleep catches on fire

and the descending life line doesn’t work

what if i try to jump to the roof top beneath me

what if i miss

what if

what if the way my heart beats

is weak

and

lie

listening

listening

listening

quickly

my thoughts turn around

but for weeks

i lie

in 

bed

listening

to 

the way

my heart beats